Well, I've gone through the worst of situations. But nothing was worse than this.
[Imagine yourself to be the 'I' in this article... That helped me to enjoy composing this...]
I'm a teen. And I believe that people are supposed to have the best times of their lives during heir teens. Teenage is the time when we go through so many changes- physical, mental and psychological. We tend to get into so many things that form a major part in shaping our future. But just today, I realised that teenage isn't even that enjoyable as I expected it to be.
Well, teenage was supposed to be the frosting of a chocolate cake for me, as I mentioned earlier. But it in turn turned out to be a point of learning the harsh truths of life.
I realised that not all friends were true ones, and all enemies were just a friend in disguise. I fell into a situation when I was despondent. I couldn't analyse what situation I was in. I couldn't differentiate between the good and the bad. The fiend in me won over my angel. I couldn't describe my situation to anyone, not beacuse I was scared, but just because I couldn't myself identify what was troubling me. Was it my friends, or was it something else?? I'm sure it wasn't something so serious as I felt it was, but something was troubling me. I'm sure it wasn't because of my friends, but some unknown force was overpowering my thinking power. I lost the trust of dear ones. I tried to rectify my mistake, but I realised my efforts weren't going to succeed so soon. It was going to take time, but I badly wished it would all get over soon.
I lost control over my emotions. I couldn't control my tears when I slept with my head in the soft pillow next to my teddy bear. A girl loves her teddy bears, and usually gets over her feelings when she's with her little, silent, agreeable friend. But I couldn't find peace in my dolls. That time I realised even my diary could be my best friend. Even penning down my thoughts on a sheet of paper gave me a lot of peace, though not as much peace that was required to get over my sorrow. If I could do something to get over my situation, I found out that talking to a dear one was the best method. But what relief could that bring to me when I couldn't even identify the cause of my troubles. It seemed to be like Vetal, the ghost from the story Vikram-Vetal, which gave a lot of burden to Vikram by clinging on to his back. The only difference was that Vetal was identified, while the reason to my troubles was not.
This is the mere feeling of a teen. I can't actually associate it to myself, but I've seen a large number of people-teens- my friends- who've been through such a condition... And I'm sure even I'm going to go through such a situation real soon... Just imagined such a situation... And I really wish, IF I have to go through such a situation real soon, and if I AM going through such a situation now(just if I'm not yet known to it), it must get over soon.. I don't think anybody can go through this for a long time...
[Imagine yourself to be the 'I' in this article... That helped me to enjoy composing this...]
I'm a teen. And I believe that people are supposed to have the best times of their lives during heir teens. Teenage is the time when we go through so many changes- physical, mental and psychological. We tend to get into so many things that form a major part in shaping our future. But just today, I realised that teenage isn't even that enjoyable as I expected it to be.
Well, teenage was supposed to be the frosting of a chocolate cake for me, as I mentioned earlier. But it in turn turned out to be a point of learning the harsh truths of life.
I realised that not all friends were true ones, and all enemies were just a friend in disguise. I fell into a situation when I was despondent. I couldn't analyse what situation I was in. I couldn't differentiate between the good and the bad. The fiend in me won over my angel. I couldn't describe my situation to anyone, not beacuse I was scared, but just because I couldn't myself identify what was troubling me. Was it my friends, or was it something else?? I'm sure it wasn't something so serious as I felt it was, but something was troubling me. I'm sure it wasn't because of my friends, but some unknown force was overpowering my thinking power. I lost the trust of dear ones. I tried to rectify my mistake, but I realised my efforts weren't going to succeed so soon. It was going to take time, but I badly wished it would all get over soon.
I lost control over my emotions. I couldn't control my tears when I slept with my head in the soft pillow next to my teddy bear. A girl loves her teddy bears, and usually gets over her feelings when she's with her little, silent, agreeable friend. But I couldn't find peace in my dolls. That time I realised even my diary could be my best friend. Even penning down my thoughts on a sheet of paper gave me a lot of peace, though not as much peace that was required to get over my sorrow. If I could do something to get over my situation, I found out that talking to a dear one was the best method. But what relief could that bring to me when I couldn't even identify the cause of my troubles. It seemed to be like Vetal, the ghost from the story Vikram-Vetal, which gave a lot of burden to Vikram by clinging on to his back. The only difference was that Vetal was identified, while the reason to my troubles was not.
This is the mere feeling of a teen. I can't actually associate it to myself, but I've seen a large number of people-teens- my friends- who've been through such a condition... And I'm sure even I'm going to go through such a situation real soon... Just imagined such a situation... And I really wish, IF I have to go through such a situation real soon, and if I AM going through such a situation now(just if I'm not yet known to it), it must get over soon.. I don't think anybody can go through this for a long time...
